Today, i felt stressed. I felt fear. I’m afraid i might be falling into another bout of depression. Maybe i didn’t get enough sleep last night. Or maybe the looming deadlines are stressing me out. I hate this feeling and i’m aware that what i’m feeling and thinking now is so typical of a depressed person.
I’m trying hard to warn myself not to think and feel this way. But somehow i just can’t control the negative thoughts. This heaviness in my heart is killing me. And it doesn’t help when my stomach has been unwell the whole day. Geez.. why do all bad things come together. Okok, i shall stop complaining!
Hey, today we got a new printer! Finally.. the old one broke down years ago and i had to rely on the super unreliable one in school. =( bUt those days have passed! hehe.. thank God!
Frankly, i don’t feel like posting today. Just wanna rot away in my room. The feeling is so sucky. Hm.. maybe i should look at one of those inspiring short clips to encourage myself.
I miss all my friends in Singapore. I need those in-depth, intellectual talks i have with you guys to spur me on. Ok, i’ll make do with whatever resources i have! UP AND ON! Haha…
