In my absence, a friend teasingly asked whether I stopped blogging because my days with God has ended? My answer is no! But I confess that for a long period, I was spiritually down and drifting further and further away from Him. But praise GOd! Here I am again! Back and Alive and ready to burn!
The noises of this world has deafened me to the voice of God, until His voice became strange and unfamiliar. Slowly I forgot how to speak to Him, how to hear His voice, how to seek His face. There were times when I have a sudden urge to find Him, but get clouded by distractions of the world. I am guilty of all this. I am sorry.
I felt lost, guilty, confused, frustrated, disappointed, hurt… but I was unaware. But no, not God, He perfectly knew what was happening to me. I’m amazed by how He knows me much much much more than I know myself, and how He is fixing my problems even before I knew I had them!!
I just want to thank God. That’s all. Praise Him! Praise Him! Praise Him!
To you who is finding it hard to seek God, take heart, He is working on bringing you close to Him. Remember this: Jesus died so we could be close to God. THAT’S how important He views your relationship with Him. 
